Saturday, May 5, 2012
These three are with their Dad today. It has been almost a year since they have seen him and needless to say, they were VERY EXCITED when he actually came to town. I hope it is a good visit. I hope they have a wonderful weekend, make some good memories and try and catch up on the past year. Divorce is so hard on kids. Even when it feels like I have created a routine and things are stable and predictable for them, it is difficult to know what they are feeling inside.
The house is screaming with silence today. I read a book. I watched the new Sense and Sensibility for the tenth time while eating breakfast and editing photos and answering emails. Now I am going to tackle the mess that s my bedroom. I am grateful for the alone time, but hardly know what to do with myself when they are gone. It is no longer our normal.